So, I'm restarting my blog. I know, all none of you who read are probably wondering why since I hardly got started before. I feel like a much different person now and I want my blog to reflect that! I think that will also help me find even more fun in doing it. So much in my life has changed in the last few months. I'm going to give you a little update because it also ties into the new direction in which I want to take this blog, which I will discuss at the end. Basically, in the time that I've spent away from writing, my seizures have come back. I have a seizure disorder that causes me to have many episodes a day. this pretty well keeps me from doing all things regular seventeen year old girls do. However, it leaves me with an enormous amount of spare time in which to blog. I'm now finishing my senior year of high school from home, but I'll have to wait at least a year before going to college or university as there's no way I could physically live by myself (also I'm a scared little shit who can't do her own laundry and doesn't want to leave home... But shh). The reason I have this disorder is still almost completely unknown, but the most probable reason at this point is because of past eating disorders. Doctors think that the physical stress I put on my body manifested itself and is coming out through the seizures. Personally, I don't really agree, since I haven't done anything harmful to my body like that in a year and I'm still having seizures. Anyways, there's a point to all this rambling about how messed up my medical history is. I want to use what's happened to me to help other people. I've been through a lot in the last year and a half and it's taught me so much. I want to spread my story out there so that maybe I could even get help finally discovering what's causing my seizures. Mainly, I just want my story heard.
Anyways, how does any of that relate to my blog? Well, I plan on including a lot of blog posts chronicling my journey with this disorder for anyone else who is going through something similar. I know how alone I felt before I researched and realized a lot of people suffer from this unidentifiable seizure disorder. Reading that other people had been through it too has changed the way I felt about everything. Someone else finally knew what I was talking about.
So, as well as personal posts about my life and my story, I'm going to get back into beauty and fashion posts. I also plan on doing some lifestyle and possibly fitness posts (if my ass gets a littttle more in shape). I'm really hoping to start filming YouTube videos in the near future so look out for that in the near future. I included a few of my favourite pictures from the last few months for your viewing pleasure!
Hope you enjoy!
xx
